Yorkshire singer Kindelan encapsulates the pain of hindsight, the sorrow of lost affection, and the lingering regret of unexpressed emotions in “Wish I Wrote a Love Song,” a brooding alt-soul daydream steeped in nostalgia, mourning, longing, and disillusionment.
For enthusiasts of Lianne La Havas, néomí, Charlotte OC, and Tom Odell, “Wish I Wrote a Love Song” by Kindelan is a poignant reflection on love that never materializes. In the aftermath of a waning romance, Kindelan conveys the sting of regret and the weight of unarticulated words—of cherished truths left unvoiced, and warmth that quietly faded. It is a slow-burning exploration of memory and meaning, desire and disillusionment, rendered through her mesmerizing voice and distinct jazzy intimacy. Kindelan captures the essence of yearning for a love that once felt secure and mutual, alongside the heartache of acknowledging its absence.
The song opens with a powerful line: “I wish I wrote a love song last November,” expressing a realization that leads to a deeper understanding of her unhappiness within the relationship. Kindelan reflects, “Writing this lyric was the first moment I consciously admitted to myself that I wasn’t happy in my relationship.” She recalls significant memories tied to her birthday, which might evoke a time of comfort and connection, contrasting sharply with the present emptiness.
The track, co-written and produced with Ed Allen, features the special blend of gritty textures, warm fingerpicked guitar, and immersive harmonies, reminiscent of Lianne La Havas and Madison Cunningham. The absence of her name on a list once meant for her serves as a poignant reminder of the relationship's decline.
With her voice carrying a genuine, lived-in ache, Kindelan evokes memories of love and loss. As the song unfolds in gentle reverie with delicate guitar and rich harmonies, it paints the story of reminiscence and longing. The repeated chorus serves as both a confession and a meditation on loss, holding the ache rather than attempting to resolve it.
“Wish I Wrote a Love Song” hits home for many, articulating the common regret of not appreciating love while it flourished. Through sharing her own silent truths, Kindelan gives voice to those grappling with their own emotions. The track becomes a mirror for anyone who has loved, lost, and pondered the “what ifs.” Allow this song to resonate within you.
Listen to “Wish I Wrote a Love Song” on Atwood Magazine, and anticipate Kindelan's double single "After Before," releasing July 3rd!
“Almost wrote it down; now, I wish I wrote a love song. I wish I wrote our love song.”
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